Last night the weather was intense. The rain came down so hard it actually came through a window and my back door.

I want to see Atlas Shrugged… for myself but also because my dad is responsible for turning me on to Ayn Rand years ago and I know how much he would have loved to see the movie.

This morning I tried to go through my email. There is so much. It’s over a week’s worth because the week before dad died was a week I spent out of the office. It’s so daunting. I keep pushing away from my desk because it feels like the emails are crushing me.

The sun came out today. I hope it stays out. I need some sunshine. I want to go to Belmar and I want to go to the Miraculous Medal Novena. Instead I will fulfill orders for my online business. I’ll do those other things next week or during the week.

My father took me to that Novena each time there was a turning point in my life. And everything always worked out okay. I need to get over there.