I met with a consultant yesterday. He woke me up to a bunch of things. I have been operating from a point of fear. Bring in money otherwise FAILURE! And I was actually hurting myself. I brought in too much business; more business than I could support and at a low rate. Right now I have to get back onto a healthy course. I need to set my sights on my initial goal which was to make money but not kill myself along the way. I haven’t been to the gym, I haven’t been writing on this blog, I haven’t been keeping my house up, I haven’t spent time with friends…. all because I am too busy working insane hours. So this post is my manifesto… I am going to take the work that makes sense to me and I am not going to under sell myself or my services. I am going to have a schedule and I will stick to it. I COME FIRST. It will take me a few months to dig out of this hole but I will and I will be happy again.