Yeah, I’ve been wallowing. I know. It’s unattractive and makes boring blog fodder. Sue me! But I do want to get over this despair. I am forgetting that I have the power to make changes to my life. I don’t like what’s going on? Well then change it. And I am working on changing it. Things may get bad but I will survive or they won’t get bad at all and I’ve been worrying needlessly. Yeah, this is a biggie. How about worrying when it’s time to worry? It ain’t time yet. What else? I don’t know. All I know is I know nothing. But I am trying.