I am alone

Lisa went to watch House at home with mom. I stayed behind. It’s been the first time I have been truly alone since… well, I guess since I was last in Chicago. This afternoon Lisa told me that when I drive her crazy, in her head she sings the song, “I will Follow Him” but with different lyics. Her’s go like this:

I love her, I love her, I love her
When will she go back to
Chicago Chicago Chicago?

Tomorrow Lisa, Dad and Lanke are going to Washington DC. I will stay home and bring home the bacon.

I didn’t try the self-hypnosis today. Nor did I do my laundry. I did put away some clothes. PROGRESS! I am still formulating my suggestions for the self-hypnosis. I am thinking I need to broach my messiness and my negativity towards men first.