Oh guys, I got it tough right now. Things aren’t quite going as planned. I seem to spend my days ramming my head against a concrete wall while people say things like, “You’re not running into the wall enough times” or “You’re not hitting with enough force” or “Even blind squirrels will splinter concrete at least once in awhile, why not you?” Regardless, I have a plan and I am working it. Whether it bears fruit or not is another story. However if I have to do another “critical self-analysis” I think I may puke. The one thing that’s been keeping me going is my Latin Impact dance class every Tuesday and Thursday night. It’s the one thing I can look forward to and I can lose myself in the crazy dance steps. I am also proud to report the instructor told me I am looking mucho better. Apparently I have lost some of the spastic-ness in my moves. Yes, some.

As I struggle, my little sister is kicking ass! She got a much coveted position that she’s been fighting for for years. I want to have a party for her to celebrate. A huge party! I want to rent a Moonbounce. She deserves it.

I am so happy Friday is a day off. I need it.