Jane, get me off this crazy thing!

It seems to me as if my life is out of my control. It shouldn’t be so difficult to manage everything yet I struggle. My laundry is rarely done, I can’t keep the kitchen clean, my mail is always unopened, the bathroom sink needs wiping, and my to do list is forever getting longer. I want to call my friends and bake bread and knit scarves and visit my neighbors and volunteer and exercise and travel but I don’t have time. I have no time for anything, that’s what I keep telling myself yet I honestly don’t know where the time goes. I regularly accomplish nothing. I go to work. I come home. I go to sleep. What happens in the meantime? I guess I am just lazy. I have to re-embrace Morita Therapy. JUST DO IT! Get off my lazy ass and get things accomplished. The thing is, how often do I say this? At least a couple times every year yet I always fall back into my old routine. Will this time be different? Will I suddenly transform into Martha Stewart? Capable of leaping tall buildings in a single bound while baking brownies and washing the dishes? We shall see.