This is the third night where I awoke at 12:30 absolutely fearful I had overslept. What is going on? I go back to sleep only to awake at 5:00 with the same fear. My alarm goes off at 6 and I can barely motivate myself to get up. I lay in bed for a good 10 – 15 minutes, now I am flirting with the fear that plagued me through the night. I don’t get it.

Last night I visited Aprille at Salon 39 and she gave me the sweetest haircut. It is quite different from how I’ve been wearing my hair. She cut it like a bob rather than a long shag. I really like it! I just hope that when I wash it, I will be able to style it correctly.

I still haven’t gotten my driver’s license renewed. It is now a month past its expiration. Today. I will do it today! You are all my witnesses. I have no excuses.

I can’t find the charger for my MobiBlu. I must do my laundry. I only have 2 pairs of underwear left and one of them has the print of tiny little teddy bears on them and I have a suspicion they are underwear that I have owned for over 20 years.

The last few days I have tried to catch the 7:26 train. Consistently, I miss it. Yesterday I pulled into the parking lot at 7:24, overjoyed that I had just enough time to plunk quarters into the parking meter and catch the train on the platform. Just as that thought crossed my mind, I saw the train departing. The first time in all of history Septa was early. Today I will catch the 7:26! I am going to leave the donnavilla at 7:00– regardless that the drive to the train station is only 12 minutes. I will catch this train so I can get into the office 20 minutes early.

Now I must make coffee.