1. Work Work Work Work
2. Laundry
3. Pack
4. Fly to Chicago

Last night was my first weeknight home in absolute months and I spent most of it just putzing around. Towards 9:00, Lisa asked if I wanted to watch a Netflix DVD, Eternal Sunshine on a Spotless Mind. Why not? We snuggled up with Beauregard and watched the movie. It wasn’t bad, alhough I felt it went on a bit too long. It reminded me of a late 90’s movie, stylistically– the ugly clothes, dirty hair, washed out color. Otherwise it seemed similar to Punch Drunk Love and Being John Malkovich, two movies I didn’t care much for at all. It also perpetrated the myth, act like a bitch and men will love you. Luckily we know that isn’t true! As I was putzing last night I had a tiny little urge to call one of my eHarmony matches. I even got so close as to bringing my cell phone close to my bed so I could lay down and talk. Why didn’t I do it? I never had any issue calling Glenn. I think I need to feel more from these guys before I feel comfortable picking up the phone. Since I didn’t go out with any of them last weekend, it feels as if all this fruit is rotting on the vine. Hopefully one or all of them will pick up the phone and call me. Let’s hope they aren’t as hesitant as I when it comes to sticking out their necks or picking up the phone.