I awoke as planned but unlike planned, I rolled over and went back to sleep. I had a dream that I was at a water park climbing to the top of a water slide. The slide was built for children and I couldn’t pass through.

Today is my last day of vacation. Tomorrow I work from home and then in the evening I fly to Chicago. I can’t say this vacation flew because I feel like I’ve been home for absolute weeks. It is unusal for me to just take a vacation and stay home. Normally I take off and go somewhere. There was a time I would fly to Germany and visit Heiko. After Heiko dumped me, Lisa and I would travel. This vacation all I wanted to do was sit home. That is what happens when you spend 6 months flying back and forth from Chicago. Even though Lisa and I didn’t fly off to some foreign land, I can’t say it was an uneventful break. I certainly got the house cleaned up and we entertained. For a few short days I had a boyfriend. I did some cooking and some organizing. It was great fun but now it is over and I need to go back to my old way of life. I hired a woman to do my resume and I swear to goodness’ sake I am going to start looking to see what else is out there because there has to be other jobs that are closer to Philly where I don’t have to travel every week and deal with all the crap I deal with on a regular basis. We shall see.

I am also back on eHarmony. I made a mistake and I realize it. I must fish and see what is out there and I can’t just grab the first person who likes me.