A couple months ago I got tired of having my jewelry sitting on top of my bureau. I have a hard time putting things away so my necklaces were always sprawled out and it looked messy. I determined the best thing to do was to clean out one drawer and move everything down one leaving the top drawer for my jewelry. This means my underwear is in the second drawer down rather than the top drawer. Do you know that almost every morning as I am getting dressed I mistakenly open up the jewelry drawer? It’s hard for people to change their thoughts, behaviors, beliefs. I am slowly waking up to the notion that I am unemployed. Of course I don’t want to really accept that too much because then it may be difficult to get back to thinking of myself as an employable person. Right now it feels really good to have some time off. I just don’t want to get comfortable with it.