I hate to complain but I really don’t want to go to Chicago this week. I want to stay home and putz around the Donna villa. I want to hold Little Beauregard and watch the second season DVD of Forever Knight that just arrived the other day. There are meals to be cooked and rooms to be cleaned. I want to lay in bed and think about the dates I’ve been on and obsess over why it is taking them so long to call me back. I want to go grocery shopping and visit with my parents. Instead I will go to Chicago and work 12-14 hour days and stay in a hotel room that is super cold and think only of work.