I leave for St. Louis tomorrow. It’s a same day, in and out trip. I am alternately excited and scared.

Yesterday, my concentration returned at around 5pm and I worked until 10. I seem to do better at night. Sometimes.

I spent time today working on my vision board. I made a collage in Picassa and pinned it to the board. You see, the other day someone asked me, “What kind of man do you see yourself with?” and I didn’t have much of an answer. I realized that I needed to get clearer on what I want and really start visualizing him. For some weird reason, I just SEE myself as single. Even when I was with PB I saw myself as a single person. When I was with him, I often felt alone… I wonder if that’s why I was so comfortable with him? Okay, let’s not get too deep here. So there’s clearly an issue and I need to fix it. Yes, it is awesome that I am a self-contained individual but I need to start seeing myself WITH SOMEONE. So I created a collage out of pictures of couples that move me… Natascha & Rudy, Mulder & Scully, Hugh & Andie, Paula & Richard, George & Audrey, Lynda & Lyle, John & Carolyn, Nick & Nora, Ava & Dirk… and I pinned it to my vision board and hopefully it will help me start moving in that direction.

Does anyone want to guess at the last names of the couples?